What I've become...

I am a sick depressed person
I'm ugly and disgusting
I'm hated and neglected
And I'm proud

Though I will not be forgotten
This is my time to shine
I'm not afraid of dieing
I am going to believe in
What I have become

I'm going to be me and have no one tell me
Who I can and can't love
What I can and can't do

I'm not going to be neglected anymore
You can hate me
That's alright I already hate you

So look at me
Look at who I've become

I'm pale like vampiric pale
I love the scent of blood
I love one girl and one girl only

Have you heard the rumour that
I was a man whore?
Or the one where I was gay?
Or the the other fucking one
That I loved every single person on the
Fucking earth?

Well they all aren't true so
Stick those motherfuckin
Rumours up your fucking ass

I am a person that is staying in this world
I have contemplated suicide
But you know what?
I'm going to stay just to piss you off

So just wait I have more to share you
Crazy motherfuckers