My First Love (HE)

Realised that i had feelings for him
He realized that his for mine had faded
He was too big of a coward to let me know
He kept pretending that he hadn't moved on
He kept telling me how great i was
He kept checking up on how i was
          But
He had had  enough
He stopped calling
He stopped texting back
He ignored my calls
Mostly cos he didn't have the balls
Balls to let me know that the love
The love had gone
And now so was he from my life
All the time, i had thought he was different but
All of reasons he gave were common
            AND THEN
All logic came rushing back
So did everything my friends said
I was just lonely
He just happened to be there
To fill the void that i've always had
Now he's gone....MY FIRST "APPARENT" LO[i]VE
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