numb

NUMB-marcos varela


The pressure to be number one makes your. Body feel so numb
Numb like doing a line of cocaine all u can hear is your heart race as u thrive on ignorance instead of bliss I feel a sense of urgency wanting to do more to settle a score
A score that I've been fighting with ever since I was poor. To do better to be better than him I can never let him win
I feel a over whelming burden that leads me to a path of unhappiness and wrathfulness. Cast me out like an old pair of clothes or like u do after u pay a cheap ho. I'm losing control of myself but I do not know how to reach out for help. I try to shout but my words wont come out
My tongue is chopped off I become a mute not knowing how to execute I'm stuck can't go  anywhere can't shed a tear for my peers who have lost their lives. I'm a burden this I know is certain.