Blood and Liqour

tell me to cross over
You tell me to die
I feel dead
Eaten alive
It's not your fault
I'm so fucked up
I promise
It's not your fault
You weren't there for me
That night
I filled my bathtub
with crimson booze
Blood and Liquor...
I'll place the blame
completely on me
I know I'm different now
I'm bitter
and completely crazy
Everyone thinks I'm okay
Except for you
Everyone thinks I'm doing great
Except for you
You place the blame on yourself
Blood and Liquor...
It's alright I promise
I'll be alright
How do you know
I'm dead inside?
It's not your fault
I'm burning in a grave of apathy
It's not your fault
I'm dripping crimson booze
Blood and Liquor...
Has a ring to it doesn't it?
Blood and Liquor...
Just like the lights that flicker
off and on Just like how I stutter
B-Blood and Liquor..
It drips from my wrist
It burns as it goes down my throat
Black Blood
Crimson Booze
I'll take it to my grave
I'm going nowhere
Just like you I'm burning away
from all of this fucking booze Blood and Liquor...
I'm drunk hoping to die
I'll laugh  at you as I light my blunt
I'm freaking out There's no such thing
As an Angel dammed to hell
No such thing
As god abandoning his people
No such thing as me
.....Blood and Liquor