Today's the day

Let me ask you what you'd do  
If the hourglass was to be flipped.  
Let me tell you what it is I did  
I begged for more time for her, naturally  
In her eyes, sorrow.  
Because of what it is I did  
The moment quickly slipped away.  
I still think about what it is I did  
And how I couldn't make the best of it.  
It was so clear but I refused to see, to look at it altogether  
Now she's gone but I have so much to give.  
 
We will see each other again?  
I want to say how sorry I'am.  
Forgive me for what I did  
When all she wanted was to be with me.  
Spending those lost moments together unafraid of whats to come  
To hold my hand as she passed into the heavens.  
 
She chose me to be her guide and take her to the door  
Just like the times our love was young and immature.  
Today's the day again when the pain is at it's worst.  
Let me through, I wish to tell her why  
Please...  
 
Listen to me close, never make the mistake I have.  
My memories of her have been replaced with the pain she felt.  
 
She chosen me to be her guide but I was just too afraid  
To say "goodbye" when "see you later" is so much better.  
Today's the day again when I first lay my eyes on her  
What I see, a shining sky, puddles  
Bye  
 
I always want to see her the way she's really like in the pictures  
Not the way I remember the last time I saw her, in pain.  
Will that day ever come, to relief me of these bounds.  
If it does will be from the one who I fell in love with.  
 
Wrap angelical wings around my form  
She tells me I'm not the one she remembers.  
From the shadow I'm casting I see how much  
The loss of her has changed me so much...