My Innocence Died

Here you come through my front door
Throw your empty can on the floor
"BRING ME ANOTHER BEER" comes from your mouth
Soon, the situation goes South
 
Your glassy eyes search my face
I hand you your beer,in fact a whole case
You take them from me, and in a deep tone
Say "Good thing Mommy isn't home."
 
You grab my hair, lift me off the ground
Against the wall my tiny fists pound
"Daddy, what are you doing?" I ask in fear
We arrive at your bed room, your plan is clear
 
You throw me down on the soft white sheets
Pull out your filthy piece of meat
Smile sweetly, touch my face
"Now show Daddy your special place"
 
I pull the sheets over me, try to scream
In the dim light your drunken eyes gleam
You pry my mouth open, "Say ahh, my dear"
Your body stench gags me, all I smell is beer
 
After forcing yourself between my lips
You say"Now for the ones between your hips"
Cloth ripping, now I'm on my back
My tears are dripping off your ball sack
 
"Hold still sweet heart, this won't hurt a bit.
Mommy will be upset if you throw a big fit.
You see, this is how I show you all my love,
How I show you you're my secret gift from above."
 
You grab my thighs, spread them wide
Lean over me, position your "pride"
Tell me this is a secret that I must keep
Force yourself inside me, and moan real deep
 
My tiny scream pierces the air
You put your hand on my mouth, grab my hair
"That's right, scream," you groan in my ear
"But not too loud, or the neighbors will hear"
 
My tiny fists thump against your chest
Until I have hardly any strength left
You bite my chest, and keep pumping on
My will to fight is nearly gone
 
You pull out and drag me down
Put my face where you want it, and with a grunting sound
Cum all over my wet cheeks
"There you go, you little freak."
 
Pulling my hair, you bring me back up
Point to the spot where you fucked me up
"Look what you've done, you ruined the bed."
You rub my face deep in the blood I had shed
 
Throw me on the floor, zip your jeans
Your sweat on my young body gleams
Turn and leave, with no regret
This is a night neither of us will forget
 
My tears flow silently, I quiet my cries
Gather the bed sheets where my innocence died
Put my clothes back on, set the linens to wash
Praying my blood will come out of cloth
 
"I can't tell Mommy," I whispered to the wall
I slumped to the ground, feeling quite small
And filthy right then, but he said it was love!
My agony told me what he actually spoke of...
......
That was many years ago
Although my body continued to grow
My insides are damaged, the doctor told me
I guess of these occurrences, I will never be free