Fade away

Smiling and laughing,
traded for passing.
Death and depression,
traded for aggression.
A promise of love,
chanced by the dove,
and lost for all eternity.
Can't you see what you've done to me?
Scared and confused,
alone and abused.
I don't know who I am,
but it's not like you give a damn.
So what has happened to make me this way?
The things that I can't say,
the things that make me wanna stay,
the things that day by day,
make me start to fade away.......