I'm losing My Grip On Reality.

Im losing my grip on things.
Lost behind reality.
Slowly spiraling down.
Everything good is now a distant memorie.

Pain so raw.
Tearing at my soul.
Lonleyness is now my only friend.
Deppression your the only one that fallows me.

Open me.
Make me real.
Instead of like the no one I feel.

Give me a breath.
Or give me death.
Dont give me your pitty.
Im not worth it anymore.

Death your all im waiting for.
Days are getting longer and longer.
You'd think that my soul would get stronger.

Im losing my grip on reality.
My life has lost all normality.
I feel like im drifting in and out of conciousness.

Im done living in this life with no happyness.
Im turning into a pessimist.
Please save me or give me the gun. 
Dont let me live this life I dont desserve.