So Scared

I'm terrified. There is no movies
No screens playing, it won't go away
It can't be turned off...
The greatest fear is paranoia.
It has all the power

Being a masochist doesn't help you
Buries you even further beneath the ground
Maybe I have no faults in your eyes but,
I'm such a child, so immature, so juvenile.

What if I really am crazy?
Would you still ... like me?
I never seen or heard a story
Where someone actually loved you no matter what

These nightmares, the dark is haunting me
I can't escape, I can't run, and I can't hide
Its paranoia...Paranoia paranoia paranoia
It's coming, it's coming please please
Someone please save me I don't want to die.

Sometimes the darkness comes
It takes me away from the light
I'm cold and I shiver, all I can do is cry
Which way is this going is it you or me?

What is scary in life, in my life?
If one day you disappear from the world
And I never hear from you again
Or what if I died right now and never had another chance

Please don't die.
-She's talking crazy.-
Please I don't wanna die.
-She's talking crazy.-

Paranoia, paranoia, paranoia.
Take me take me, no God, please save me.
Where did the light go? Where did he go?
Where did the time go? Where am I going?

It's horrifying, you don't understand
They don't understand how terrifying it is
I shiver and grimace, no more
Please no more I'm sorry for what I've done
No more horror please no more!!

Lifeless body, tears stained black
Buried in the crimson valley
No one see's the dead body
Sitting right there at the surface.

I died. Or did I, how do I know what's real?
How can I tell if it's just a dream.
I can scream, I can scream and scream
But never can I seem to find what is mine.

Knock, knock...the door bell's ringing.
Creeaaaaak creaaaak, she screams at her
DON'T GO IN THERE! SOME SAVE HER!
Hysteria. Paranoia. ... Don't leave me alone.

The night is full of darkness I can't escape this
Waiting alone during the night
Wondering, thoughts unheard, questions left unanswered.
Come back. Come back remember me....

It's so cold and so lonely
But I'm not bleeding and I can't see
God, I'm so scared please hold me
Please, please darling FIND ME.

I am terrified. I am so terrified.
I don't know why and nobody..cares.
I'm terrified and nobody understands.
I am so scared. I'm screaming but they don't hear.