Playing the last post

I read the lines
Expected verse
I'd been waiting for the upload to explode
But I'd been patiently waiting
Expecting the love overload
I was'nt let down
Of love leaving to await it's return
Pledging to stay true till loves homecoming
No surprise
The lines I've seen countless times before
People dont change
Nothing to forgive
I was waiting patiently
For the lines
You didnt let me down
I'm fighting my own corner
Maybe you wont be surprised by the outcome
No explosions here
Just a damp fizzle
And a fade away
Sometimes its good to be a number
I have one regret
She deserved more from me
I should have been the man she married
Hopefully in time I can achieve