slowly

  "Slowly"  is the whispered word; so often hinted at, just under the surface its there, on the tip of my heart....
     But  gentle is  the word  against  my  my hearts calloused walls, and  whispered quieter than my ears  would ever dare to hear.
    Yet still today, just  as  before,  I  know something must  be there..
As my  Only  friend pleads, more impatiently now..   "Slowly"
     Her secret longing to be shared, with all the hope of magikal awakinings and joyfullness, ...again Unheard.
    "Slowly"  an untouchable secretof priceless treasures and Heavenly bliss.


        The nagging is under my skin now, and the  sensation  it brings achieves only ffrustration and eventual  fury..  For I am extremly Busy!!
 Doesnt whatever particular nusience  knocking upon my door  realize How  teribly terribly  busy
I AM??
   And the interuptions...  
      My Goodness... for every  one of your reasons,   I too have my own!!
And I'm runnng out of Time.
   Please my friend, Please. You shall have to wait I'm afraid. Theres simply  no choice.

      So this Whispered word" Slowly" shall wait  at my doorstep. With All its secrets and  riches. Paitently as Forever.. And Lonely as forever as well.