Daddy's Princess Of Mother F***ers

You'll never believe,
What I did.
What I "achieved"
I told that F***er,
How much I missed him.
I told that F***er,
How much I did for him.
I told that F***er
How much I loved him...
Tears swelled in my eyes,
"I miss you daddy..."
Daddy,
That word,
I haven't said,
Since we lived together.
Though its so surprising,
What one word can do,
And how much,
It can really pursue.
His little girl,
Couldn't handle it.
His little girl,
Couldn't recover.
His little girl,
Is one crazy Mother F****er.
"I have to close the store,
I'll be home in a bit,
Get some sleep."
"I love you..."
And it goes silent with a click.
I quickly avoid his command,
Knowing now my heart,
Is beating to the beat,
Of the dammed.
The very thing,
I have hid for years,
Escaped from my mouth,
And I illuminated,
My Father's very own fears.
I can see him there,
More problems to add on.
Why couldnt I just block him out?
It's too late.
The moment's long gone...




By "since we lived together" i mean he moved out nd i live wit my grandparents