She Doesn't Understand

She don't understand why you left  
You said because you wanted to be free  
To be single  
But you told a friend that you wouldn't mind  
Being with her  
You believed what others told you  
You’re a grown man  
Damn it  
None of that he said she said shit  
She thought you cared  
You told her you did  
Was those lies?  
Or was that the truth?  
She wonders  
Can’t even ask you  
Doesn’t know which were you  
Or your friends words  
She wants to believe you actually  
Cared for her  
You were so kind to her  
Even before all the mess  
A tornado    
You said you were so happy  
What made you change your mind?  
So fast 7 days  
7 was your favorite number too  
Ironic isn't?  
She thinks so  
You were like her safety net  
When she was about to fall into pieces  
Heart Broken  
Depression hit like a meteor  
Quick and fast after it all happened  
You will never know how much she cared  
Don’t think she will tell you if she still hurting either  
Caused so much pain  
She thought everything was going great until  
It wasn't perfect but it was still great none the less  
She enjoyed every moment she had with you  
Honestly she did  
Did you?  
That's something else to wonder as well  
You dropped a bomb on her  
She was already having problems standing  
You just buried her even deeper into confusion  
And sadness  
Hearing your “I'm sorry” didn't make things better  
Avoiding her didn't help either  
You knew what would happen  
Be careful what you say to others  
Let them express their emotions too  
Don’t be selfish like that  
It just made her hide her feelings for even you more  
Not sure if they could go back to being great friends  
But there will always be something between them  
No matter what happens a while from now  
She will always love you even though you  
Might not care
She was the one who got fucked in the end.