Up up and away

Up up and away went my feelings for you
I was hopeless ,sprung out ,completely devoted to you
My vision clouded from everything and everyone around me
That's the reason I was hurt with the feelings of shame and betrayal forming a key
I took that chance and left my heart open
Hope-ing you could see my undying devotion
But you know every thing comes to an end
So I stood up took my feelings and ended the trend
I don't know how I feel
It's confusing seeming so unreal
My trust was broken
My hands mentally choking
What ever feelings I do I have
I just don't want be back stabbed
Again
So I'll guard my heart
And keep you on chart
For now....