Swinging

It started off innocently
Filled with teasing, lust and desire
Nights alone with you
Is what I craved
Keeping this secret
Hidden from the world

Then, upon waking this morning
Arriving at work
Where the mind needs to reconcile
It realizes
A deeper feeling
A forbidden feeling

It should not feel this way
It should not wonder
Yet,
Feeling you
Tasting your sweet scent
Hearing your laughter
Seeing that lust filled look in your eyes
Can the heart really ignore that?

It has to
It tries

But seeing and knowing
About another sharing the lust, the passion, the desire
Those heat filled nights alone with you
Makes it hurt
Like cheating
Like death
Saying goodbye forever

Got told not to get attached
Not to fall in love or
Expect a relationship
After all it was just about the
Teasing, lust and desire
No strings attached

Could this feeling ever live up
To only those lusting, erotic
feelings
Or could this be an end
To a great
Friendship with benefits