My Nightmare

Tormented, beating down and mad.
Heartbroken, upset and sad.
Lost, pathetic and empty.
These words aren't said so simply
because they are how I feel inside
All these emotions that I wish to hide.

Disappointed, ashamed and miserable.
Powerless, disgusting and incapable.
It is more than words, that I feel pain
from this time apart, the tears fall like rain.
Where are you my love, my dear
I need you now, I need you near.

There is no words, that will ever descibe
how each minute, each hour and the day
drags by to a slow snails pace, as if its a race
to end with me crying and begging and praying
For my man to find a way to feel me, to be near me
To tell me he loves me and that he cant wait to feel me
Not that the last year was never meant to be
And the possibility that all you want to do is be free