REACH

My eyes are open    
My ears they hear  
Drugged up and broken  
I cant escape it    
Were is the line drawn?  
Does anyone see my side?    
Where am I?  
What am I to you?  
What about me?    
What don't you see?  
REACH!  
   
Am I smiling or am I hiding,can you tell or are you just out for your selves?!    
Am I a lost cause?    
I'm falling through the cracks    
into the depths    
Piercing thin ice  
Wishing to be saved REACH!  
   
These chains they weigh heavy on my soul  
I can't brake them    
It has a strong hold  
It takes it's toll  
Stealing my youth my essence  
Making me old  
This life flash by  
I'm all alone!  
   
And All I am  
And All I'll be is unrecognized    
No One Ever see's!      
REACH OUT AND GRAB ME PLEASE!  
Stop leaving me!  
   
Love is just a word I've never heard  
It's just a word!  
I only know what it's supposed to mean    
It was never there for me    
No not good to me  
REACH!  
   
No one is aware    
I'm in despair    
Broken and jaded  
I feel so faded  
   
Looking in the mirror    
Watching myself disappear    
Was I ever here?  
Here at all?  
The dirt on my face it wont wash away  
Like black tar you can't brake away  
   
Walls,Pain,Hate,And,Rage  
Every day,Every where  
You see the red, the blue,the black the you so far back  
Taking the action of the bitter taste of no one to turn to or stand by you no one to trust.  
REACH!  
   
Everyone hates and betrays, and greedily takes    
Uses you what you've given draining you of    
Who you are    
Taking advantage of your heart    
In your Reaction in your fight  
Your anger takes hold    
Beyond your control  
Not seeing your being  
Just frenzy your image pushed to your limit  
Unable to contain or go back from this path  
At war with the two faced    
Damaged nerves that they pinch    
Grinding your teeth  
Your fist so tightly clenched    
The battle,the war your faced with  
Internal external    
Were does it end    
REACH!  
   
Trapped in this place    
I'm in this world  
This common place this Enemy everyone shares    
Surrounding me drowning me  
I am obsolete and withdrawn  
No one can see me    
No one can hear me  
Even if anyone could    
No one cared but me  
Carried by the wings of my memory and  misery  
SO weary and tired    
Doom loomed over my head    
Embedded in my mind    
Without a choice    
Owning this burden,undeserving of this    
Trying as hard as I can to stay above I'm suffocating  
Grab my hand    
REACH!REACH!REACH!  
   
REACH out to me pull me up into your wings  
SAVE ME!  
Carrie me home.  
REACH!REACH!    
So I'm no longer alone  
REACH!    
Give me that hope!    
Someone reach back at me.....