F*** nameing my pain..

Why come around,
You all use words.
Just never wisely..
You start to build me up,
Then just drop me...
Letting me sink back into black..
Just leave me there,
If you dont want to save me,
Dont start to...
Let it scar,
Let me bleed..
If you dont care,
Leave me be...

You think words dont hurt?
Look at me..
I look kinda scary, huh?
Its for a reason,
I feel to much...
I dont look this way becase of that though.
No, no...
I look this way so people are afraid to get close,
So they never have the chance to inflict pain..
If your to scared to talk to me you can not get to my heart,
But this is worse with ones that can..
The few,
Ones who go out on a limb and converse with me,
Becase im diffrent..
Or careing and sweet...
Its my hell that makes me "sweet"
If you knew...
Honestly you would run away,
But no you just build me up...
You don't run,
Though for most i wish you would have...
The scars are left there to prove it would have been best...
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