My own downfall

Where do i even begin
I guess I've never really fit in
This life of mine has been an awful test
but I truly tried to give it my best

Drowning in my own depression
Fighting this life's oppression
But I prepare for my last stand
with my razor blade in hand

To bring an end to it once and for all
to be the cause of my own downfall
I think of how amazing it is going to be
when i am once at last completely free

I watch as my blood flows down the drain
I always been amazed at how it takes away pain
And as everyone is asleep in their beds
I lie on the bathroom floor dead