sinister thoughts

i wake up,
wake up to a sicking thought.

normaly, this pleases me,
but not this time.
this time its real...

i can see people laughing,
playing and so much more.
but now there happines is smotherd in blood red fear!
i can hear them screaming.
and this is like music to my ears.

finaly im finished hear, now i move down and start
to decapertate the others.

i love this!!!
this is what i craved all along,
now, im unashamed of darkness.

for theese sinister thoughts have become reality...
                    my reailty