The Hater I Love

My sweet song's noise to your ear
My presence's your most dreaded nightmare
Never have I felt a hate so severe
But what am I still doing here?

In this house of pain I romance with sweet thoughts of you
A possibility I know too well to be impossible
For no matter what I say or do
Your love's simply  not for me

Hope's a bitch
Deeper I sink into a ditch
Calling on you to rescue me
But for my hands you won't reach

How can you see my tears in the rain?
And bring some smile again to this soul sinking in pain
Dying to express a feeling so pure and true
But against a hater how can love ever get through?

I've searched the world
In all I only saw a hater to love
The aftermath of it I've told you all
There's no hope for me I'm destined to fall
Down down I'm going but still can't resist the call