Everything in my life

Now
Boys
Feelings
Everyting
Its confiusing
I don't understand why
Why do it need to be so hard
I don't want all these
Its confiusing
Why, I don't know
Why can't it just be normal again
Like before
When we was kids
No drama, no boyfriend
That shit was easy to understand
But this is just bullshit
I try to say to my self that everything gonna get better
But I know its not
Becuz, boys are confiusing
Girls are confiusing
Everyone is confiusing
I don't know what I feel anymore
I can't really feel
Its just to hard to even try
I hide my feelings for a long time
Im not used to them
I don't like them
They're confiusing me
why do all crap confiusing me like this?
Why do it have to be so hard?
Why can't I be that girl I was before?
The happy little girl?
Not this dark and shy girl I am today
I have scars
Made them self
I've tried to take my life alots of times, but something just don't wanna go that way
I have scars on my arms
Scars in my heart
Its like, yeh, I don't know how to tell you
Its hurt
But when you learn to live with it
Its easyer.

- Blondie