Haunted

I can feel you watch my every move
Disturbed in a good way, a presence we share,
Your breath on my neck so strange & yet soothed
My pulse set racing a feeling so rare.
 
Some days you’re so quiet as I sit in my chair
Just some sort of sign, something to prove,
As you drift past the window I feel the cold air
Sensing inside you’re someone I knew.
 
I see your eyes a piercing blue
Your spirit it lifts my heart & my soul,
Knowing you’re here I can’t believe that it’s true
Being without you has taken its toll.
 
Your passion engulfs me then you’re suddenly gone,
Was it something I said? Have I hurt you? Please say?
I can sense you’re still here & so want to hold on
My world full of colour where before only grey.
 
Why were you taken so horrific so cruel
A beautiful husband not deserving to die,
Our love is forever & I vow to be true
The torture I feel & questions of why.
 
A desire to touch, so in love since our teens
Now that you’re here I so want you to stay,
Words can’t express just what this means
Not believing you’re gone 1 year to this day.
 
So many times wiping tear stained cheeks
Empty & lonely I have so much to say,
My mood ever changing with more troughs than peaks
As I stumble through life with each passing day.
 
Caress me and hold me pull me so close
I want to adore you & long for your kiss,
My senses pick up the scent of a rose
Stay with me forever entangled in bliss.
 
Do you watch me undress? My senses are heightened
Anticipation, makes sweat pour from my skin,
Excited & naked but never feel frightened
My heart beating faster my head’s in a spin.
 
The curtains blow freely but the windows are closed
Excited & tortured beyond the extreme,
A searching desire is fully exposed
A sensitive spirit, a pure naked dream.
 
Come fill the void that lays deep within
Devour my body my angel my love,
Holding your passion so close to my skin
A heavenly being sent from above.