Love and Friendship

Love and Friendship is difficult when combined in a relationship.
It can be the most wonderful thing, or it can be the hardest thing in the world.Complications and insecurities lead into disagreements and arguements.
  Its one door swinging open and one door swinging closed. It's all the things being left unsaid.It's the not knowing when it will all end, when it will all come crashing down.
   We spend our lives learning,making friendships,learning from our own mistakes. Has the lessons been learned, or do we do it all over again? When you give all your heart and soul then it becomes broken, do we ever fully recover. Or are we just waiting for it all to end. I have loved only 2 men in my life, the worst part is when you have a broken soul...will it ever mend?
   Can you fix what has been broken, or will it ever be the same?
This time my love is much different by many years.But love knows no age, no number..love is pure, true a deep emotion tying two souls together.It is constant,patient and understanding. Love is unconditional, never ending.So when do you know its time to give up, to stop trying. Every effort feels like your being shot down, like it really doesn't matter.
   Insecurities and disappointment,feelings of never being good enough.What's it all worth in the end, to be Broken again?
Sometimes I think its better to be broken and alone, then to be unhappy,confused and feeling like your never good enough.
                Broken Soul ~ Darkbaby
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