another win for heroin

whenever you end without a word
nothing said no fight to have
just emptiness and solitude
every second ticks by and is counted
as another moment further away from where you were
all the laughs and joking
all the tears great sex and choking
all the empty unfulfilled promises
and all you have is questions
nothing answered nothing named
the tears fall in puddles
as others dig at your heart
with hate words your lover spilt
but no one said a word
while you were a joke all over town
as snickering they concealed giggles
as the brunt of many a joke
but so as i sit in disbelief
life comes to surface
and with relief she breathes
and with forgiveness releases him
yes he was her lover partner rider
and best friend but in the end
all thats real and tangible is
a skin head liking eminem one summer
all the truth you told
and the inability to have something real
all the perfect we shoulda been
but that prize we let heroin win
so low your high i cant reach