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why is it so hard

too many lies too many bad desisions
im so in love with love that i had grander visions
i see in them the man i want to see
then coming down off loves high in creeps reality
and as painful as it is the saddest moment
when you see how unimportant you are to them
the fact that he only notices you to say something mean
and under the guise that he cares
doesnt anybody know how bad it feels to be the skinniest youve been in years
dont they know that they send you hiding in tears
or do they just not care
why do they think thats fair
how can they be so heartless so oblivious
what makes them so unkind  and how is it their all i find
i really thought he was different but hes not
i just wanted to die i didnt think anything could make me this low
but you cant ever know how low you could go till you get here
to feel at ease there is no fear
my heart is so broken it hurts so bad but today
i packed my shit and i stood up and walked out
i deserve better than that i deserve to be loved for me
not who you want me to be
im thick but not fat definately not obese
so when you miss me dont forget what i said
i told you you would im never gonna let somebody else take so much space that they dont leave room for me
Written by diablia363 (Alisha Ranstrom)
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