the little things

I don't know what to do
I like him, yet he lives so far away
He's so kind and sweet
He says the funniest things and can make me laugh no matter what mood I'm in
I love the way he takes control of my emotions
I love the way he makes me smile
I want him, I want him so bad
I want to be able to touch him
To curl up into his arms
To press my lips up against his
He's perfect for me
I stay up late texting him just cute little chats
I could stay up all night just to talk to him
He captivates me in a way that scares me
But he desires another
I would love the see him happy with another then sad with me
He deserves someone who will treat him right
he has been hurt before as have I
I want him to hold me late at night
To tell me all his worries and secrets as ii would tell him mine
I want him to hold my hand
I want to stay up late and watch scary movies with him as an excuse to cuddle up with him
But that is just a fantasy
And this is my reality