Moving On

Come again...i set fire to the pain
i dance with one eye open the other blank
i distance myself from this broken heart
id live a thousand lies if i could

pretend the past is the future...
as if you were never there
how to be brave in the face
of all this hurt and blackness

I hate that you let me down in this
i wont give up on my hope
that one day your absence wont hurt
my life will be better with your loss

I'm a loaded gun ready to blow
A spark before a fire implodes
You used to keep me safe here
Once my savior now my death

I stare into space wondering why
Oh you were a smooth one
with your pretty words and
your careless actions
and your petty fights

I heard you were the type to break me
I don't care and I'm not scared
Sometimes it's hard to be alone
but its never as easy as walking away