what are You Thinking?

What are you thinking when your laying in your bed?
Are you thinking what I am thinking?
Are you wondering how I am feeling?
Do you care if I'm even breathing?

What did I do for you to hate?
Please tell me,
I can try and change me.

Would you be there if I gave you a ticket to my
Graduation?
Would you be scared to say your proud of me,
Even in a tough situation?

What did they do
For you to tell them you love them every night?
Can you tell me?
Or do you not want to because it's standing right there
in front if my sight?

Are my shoes to small?
Are my cheeks to fat?
I can try and love everything about you
Just because your my real dad.

But don't get it twisted!
I'm not the one to be fucked with!
Don't play with my heart
Because if you do that your not thinking really smart.

So what are you thinking when your laying in your bed?
are you thinking what I am thinking?
Are you wondering how I am feeling?
Do you even Care if I'm breathing?
because I'll always care while you're still living!