Time

I find words of hatred waiting to come
Waiting, nestled against my tongue
Change is something that comes naturally with you
Frequently I cringe at the thought of what I`m used to

Time is buriedas if succumbing in the chains of your captivity
Silently, I wait for my filthy dignity
Must I really patiently lsiten
Or are you not just as eager to her my fucking opinion

Solemn I dehumanize and adapt
Rattleing the watch while I`m trapped
My knees to my chest, the faint beating makes me feel so worthy
I close my eyes, taking myself to a place less dirty

Maybe one day this damn watch will be replaced
Should I chose to rot like the rest, and wait for a break
I open my eyes to look for the next change
Welcome to the world of angst