Myself (Ballad)

When did I do this to Myself?
Why do I hurt you so much?
I cannot control myself,
I lose everything that I touch.
Please save me.. God, from myself.

I am invisible
Because of who you know I am not
Because of what I am inside
I try to reveal myself to let everyone else see
I am not as silent as I am perceived
To you, I am everything
Everything and more
But to me I am nothing than lonely and a bore
I see myself in the mirror, wondering
Why do I cry inside
Only to realise
I am unhappy and freezing as time passes by

When did I do this to Myself?
Why do I hurt you so much
I cannot control myself
I lose everything that I touch
Please save me.. God, from myself

I am invisible
No one sees my pain
Am I worthy of all the Love that you give?
Sometimes I feel as if I am nothing
Always trying to reveal my true self
But  am not anything
Anything to anyone
Why do I when it is pointless?

When did I do this to Myself?
Why do I hurt you so much
I cannot control myself
I lose everything that I touch
Please save me.. God, from myself


Written: 6 Jun 2002