Suicidal Insanity

Excruciating torment echoes inside of his mind
Beckoning his conscience, As it searches to find
The altered voice, confined in the shadowed haze
Every avenue resembling a maze of distortion
Dazed, crazed they become louder and slip into the unknown
Inhabiting his sanity, overthrowing that sacred throne
Journeying into his home, slowly turning him to stone
from the inside, he's screaming but no words come out
Paralyzed by the entity of doubt
The presence he's familiar with but knows nothing about

Insanity, is bound to his calamity of hidden emotion
Everything is damning he, damaging the last drop of what he's hoping
To hide, behind those cold defaced eyes
He cries, pushing darkness aside just long enough
To see the light before the demons of his thoughts arise
To drag him back to the same place he has died
A thousand times, that bordered cell supported tightly by lies
Suicide contemplation comes once again he's forced to decide
To send a bullet pummeling through his brain or try to stay alive
With the false hope that he can somehow evolve, adapt and survive