Suicide Letter

The greatest light, is consumed in the pitch darkness of my heart
It's inscrutable, this agonizing pain is slowly tearing me apart
my tuberosity is crumbing from the pressures on my plate
Broken and numb, trying to elevate to a higher floor
It's miserable because living is turning into a excruciating chore
Mentally I'm at the finish line I've lost everything to keep functioning for
This abyss is like a terminal door, for this is something I lore
My daughter I adore you, Tuesday I'm sorry I use to bore you
Brittany I can't continue like this I tried so hard for you
I'm facing a fiery doom, my world is approaching the apocalypse
Which I cannot escape, I'm bound to what misery that I create
Slowly I break and tonight I devastate my thoughts
I'm trembling because I'm asleep at the same time awake
I shake from this consuming nightmare, I'm losing my sight
Contemplate suicide trying to only do what feels right
I'm sorry baby, daddy couldn't take this life
I can't struggle anymore, I'll be with you until my end
and then, I will live on within
Goodbye angel, bye Brittany my true love and only friend
Goodbye world, I apologize for this sin