13 Reasons Why

if you've never read the book 13 reasons why you'll understand this list
so...here are my 13 reasons why...

1.) I've been ridiculed and made fun of my whole life

2.) My best friend ditched me for one small mmistake

3.) I'm fragile...don't break me...

4.) I feel as though I'll never be good enough

5.) I can't be the daughter my parents want me to be

6.) Being the "loner" no one really knows ME and they don't try to

7.) I have trust issues...many

8.) My hearts been mangled and destroyed it's healing but not healed

9.) I hate everything about myself

10.) My real mother (after speaking to me for a total of 5 minutes) told me I was a "waste of life"

11.) I believe all the bad things said about me

12.) I can't do anything right

and finally....

#13.) I am nothing and he can do so much better than me...