Hated?

Why do you hate me?
You stare, like I'm a
Criminal. You yell
At me and tell me I'm
Nothing, a nobody.
You say I'm going to
Be a horrible person,
That I won't be able to do anything right..
Yet you still wonder why I've
Harmed myself, why I cry
Myself to sleep..
You wonder why I hate myself,
Why I ignore my hunger pain,
Or why I compare myself to
Billboards...
You say you're always here, but
Every time I look,
You're yelling, hating, and hurting me.
Why am I not good enough for you?
I try my best.
I do anything I can to be
Passable in your eyes..
Yet I still feel hated...
Do you hate me, Mom and dad?