mathew adams

blond hair,
suductivly pail skin,
strong minded.

i sit alond and try to love him,
i sit alone and remember the passion we onece shred.
i miss his warm embrase.

i miss his quere little face.
no one knows/understands me better them him.
he exepted me in this world and in the next.

all i ever wanted was for him to be there, talk to me
but i now understand he has his reasons for
not talking to me.

this why have to go.

im sorry matt,
my goth mate but i am afraid he wont
even exept me as his goth mate.

for thy dont deserve that!!.
i deserve to rott in the deathly pits of hell.
and i will do so.

for i fear that that is the only place i am accepted in.
as a true gothic christion!!