Siphon All Hope(edited)

I can see you
I can touch you
But I cant feel you anymore
cause your just a picture on my wall

A frozen memory
From a time when we were together
Before you left me

It took awhile to untie the rope
From around your neck
But it was worth it
Just to hold you
In my arms one last time
Before you joined the maggots in the ground

So where do I go from here
Do I give up and drown
In the hate that you poured into my soul
Or do I cling to hope and
Go on living hapily
But you siphoned all hope and happyness from my soul
So all I have left is a soul full of hate

All hope is gone and
So are you
You left me
Opted out and
For that I hate you
You fucking whore
Didnt you know that
I loved you

Why would you do this to me
Tell me what the fuck have I done
To deserve this
Why did you do this
Couldnt you see that you were everything to me

I never was good at tieing knots
So with a smile on my face
A knife will have to sufice
Cause im sick of living dead and
Looking at
Your picture on the wall

When I get to hell
And you see my smiling face
You better fucking run
You better be ready
Cause im going to
Fucking stab you and
Kill you again
For what you did to me