But I wish you wouldn't

You can continue to yell
And I'll stay locked in this hell
You can hit me as many times as you want
There's nothing I can do to make you stop
Would not tell a friend
Definitely would not tell him
Not like they'd understand anyway
So you can just continue to repeat it every day
You can rape me some more
Just don't forget to shut the door
Last time you did not
And you almost got caught
Good thing for you
The more you beat me the more I'll have to hide the truth
But why'd you do this to me?
Why can't you see?
I'm only a child
It's been so long since I've smiled
In a weird way I like it
It's the only thing that keeps me in check
But I wish you wouldn't do it
I wish you wouldn't hurt it
I wish you wouldn't hurt me anymore
I can no longer hide behind false doors