LISTEN (Part 1)

Listen.
To the rhythms of her helpless cries in her bedroom wishing for a better living.
Listen.
To the emotions as it spits out of her mouth and her eyes, do not despise just realise that you can save her.
'Go away!'
Its what she'll say everyday when someone asked if she was okay, she'll say..
'Go away!'
But what she really meant was 'stay, i need you help!' but you couldnt understand because you werent listening with your heart, so for one small spectrum of a second of your life
Please... Just... Listen.
Because her silence, speaks louder than her words.
Because you wont be there physically to stop her hand and knife, so treasure her life whne you hear her cries emotionally.

I remember when Nikki told me all she ever wanted in this world was to be exactly like one of those gilrs on the front cover of them magazines, how all she ever wanted in this world was to be perfect.
But she was misled by the world thinking she wasnt worth it and that she was better off dead.
Because somehow the only thing people showed her was neglect, now shes being direct, in telling people to feel the effect of her death through that object, that knife that she held every night, telling herself she isnt perfect.

Yeah she had a friend who turned into a boyfriend who in turned into a bully.
Not one of them showing her love fully.
just planting in her head fears, stuff she didnt want to hear, stuff thatll bring you to tears. she thought it best if she just disappeared.

So one night she texted me saying:
'Ive got my rope from the tent. ive written my letter to my family, Thank you Julius for everything.'......
(continue in part 2)