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My Red Roses
Have you ever got to the point that you just stopped caring? That you were so broken beyond repair that the only way you could pick up the shards in put them into bottle in the middle of a lava pit with steal, brick, barbwire enforced walls that went to the heavens and back! That you would not let yourself cry a single tear b/c it would weaken all that's around you that is there to protect you.
Have you felt that you had to finally agree to take whats in front of you? Instead reaching and fighting for that one golden moment that would make you feel more then the uselessness that you really are!! To realize that all you're dreams are just that, dreams! Ideas and wishes of something that you're not meant to have!
Have you ever thought what you did that threw down this downward rabbit hole? Or what you can do to wake up? But deep inside you know that you have fought so hard and been the bravest you have ever been and that in it self is something! So you hold on to that one thing and you keep fighting to perfect it and to help it grow into that beautiful undying bush of red roses!
I have done just this. And I know that those roses will live thru the harshest winters, the drowning springs, hottest of hottest summers and the sad lonely autumns. But every year for forever it will fight back, grow bigger and more beautiful each time. As long as they are behind these walls of protections! And that itself is what I am finally looking forward too!
Have you felt that you had to finally agree to take whats in front of you? Instead reaching and fighting for that one golden moment that would make you feel more then the uselessness that you really are!! To realize that all you're dreams are just that, dreams! Ideas and wishes of something that you're not meant to have!
Have you ever thought what you did that threw down this downward rabbit hole? Or what you can do to wake up? But deep inside you know that you have fought so hard and been the bravest you have ever been and that in it self is something! So you hold on to that one thing and you keep fighting to perfect it and to help it grow into that beautiful undying bush of red roses!
I have done just this. And I know that those roses will live thru the harshest winters, the drowning springs, hottest of hottest summers and the sad lonely autumns. But every year for forever it will fight back, grow bigger and more beautiful each time. As long as they are behind these walls of protections! And that itself is what I am finally looking forward too!
Published 12th Aug 2012
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