white to red

A white blanket of snow
Covering everything in its way...

Kneeling in the coldness
In the whiteness of the beauty...
Knowing that what I'm doing
Might turn white to red...

Holding the cold hard steel to my wrist
Seeing you standing in front of me...
"I'm sorry baby... But I can't...."

But you keep watching
With tears in you eyes...

One deep cut
Right down my left arm
Deeper that you expected..

Deep enough to reach my soul...
You scream at me and curse me...

The blood dripping
Onto the white snow...
Changing the whiteness
Into a red pool of pain and death...
Giving you a smile..
I'm sorry