Am  I Dead To You?

I am at a loss for words,
There is nothing I can do,
Elegant as a flightless bird,
Maybe I'll pull through...
 
I am so far down this broken path,
The crimson colors drip from my hand,
I fear getting the worst of your wrath,
Slowly my body begins to disband...
 
Maybe just maybe I'll go mad,
That's the worst thing I can do,
There's just one thing I wish I had,
And that one thing would be you...
 
But you are something I can't have,
Take a look my dearest true,
The thing I need I don't hath,
It's my life that's missing, it's out of view...