thy heart is torn

thy heart is torn,torn between two.
i have chosen but still not fully satesfird,
i wish to make them both happy.

thay were friends before i came and
fucked everything up,
i wish to make them the same again,
but it seems the more i try
the harder it back fires on me.

my blood runs cold and eternally for thee.
i wish to end my suffering,
i will leave this world under the controle
of my own blade.heated in the firery pits
of hell

for that is were ill rot,
my two lovers will not rest untill
the day im theres...
but i cant choose,
for thy one i choose,i will tern,
into an imortal,as that is what i am.

what i have become,i dont know if one will handel
with such repsability...

i know thee other lover will cope but im yet unsure
if we will last forever,
he does not understnd that i chose thee other

becaues he is human,
and he keeps me grounded

this is it...
im done,iv lost the two things
i love the most,
as black and cold folowed by bitternes
i wish to die,
die so thy lovers become friends

as selfish as that is i cant just sit around,
and wach the otheres pain

so ill start mine,
thyvampircprince dose not have to die,
as he does not knoe id die for him

how can i be lost if iv got nowere to go,
search for seas of gold,
how come its got so cold,
how can i be lost in the memornce
iv relost,and how can i blame you
when its me i cant forgive

forgive me,
forgive me not,
forgive me,
forgive me,
forgive me not,
forgive me,
forgive me not,

forgive me why cant i forgive me