give me a sign

You say you love me, yet you act so different to when your with me and your friends
You say I am worth it that you don’t want to lose me.
I see a side of you no one else can see
I love you so much but that you will never see.
I shed so many tears for you, you broke my heart, shattered it into a million tiny pieces then wanted me back
I forgave you and gave you my heart once again
Was it a mistake god only knows
Please don’t do this to me I need you more than you will ever know
So don’t make me regret giving you a second chance
Even if you break it I will still love you with the broken pieces
Don’t ask me why I need you in my life
You’re the reason I smile
The reson my heart still beats
I couldn’t picture  world without me and you
So here I am my tears burn hot of guilt and pain writing things I should probably be telling you but will never get the guts to
Your friends pay you out for being with me
My guilt burns deep praying we pull through, you say you love me I must be crazy because I always believe you.
Here I am hoping I will make it through the night,
But I guess it all burns down to the final question
Who means more to you
Them.. Or.. Me..?..