I'll be....

You know I actually fell for your act and then you crushed me like a bug.
You know, you showed me something new.
I know how to act like one of those nice guys.
This world is my very own play ground, I'm free to do what I want.
I might not know who I am, right now.
But I'll find myself.
I'll be a little less forgiving.
I'll be a little more wise.
I'll run a little bit faster.
I'll get by just fine.
This life is just one big party.
I'll have loads of time to sleep when I'm dead.
Right now, I'm gonna do what i want.
Breathe when i want.
I'm not going to waste my time crying or feeling sorry for myself.
Times wasting.
Make the most of your life.
Because you never know, there might not even be an after life or an after party.