a battle with the devil

Yea I admit it
I'm not the skinniest bitch out there
But I'm also not the fattest
Yea I'm not the picture perfect face off your favourite magazine
But who is
If you look father beyond you will see everyone has imperfections
And even though you try to bury them deep you do to
Do you get joy from causing me hell?
I don't know if you've noticed but
I'm not that shy scared little girl anymore
That part of me was lost a long time ago
You think your tough, full of surprises?
But I know everything you have to say against me
Honestly what's with all the mind games and taunting?
What did I ever do to you?
"oh yea let's go pick on her she's just sitting there minding her own buisness"
Yea I have fears but so does everyone
My biggest fear death
But isn't it everyones?
What you don't know
In some ways I'm glad you chose to pick on me
Chose to make my life a living hell
You have made me stronger
I refuse to take shit from anyone anymore
If you have something to say grow some balls and say it to my face
You have nothing without your friends and your mask
Because behind that mask
Is a scared girl
A girl who is afraid to be beaten at her own game
Unlike many I see behind that mask
The more you pick on me the clearer it is to see
It's all just a little game to you
It’s either kill or be killed
But when you look into my eyes
I'll be the last thing you see
This is one battle you won't be winning
All humanity will  cease
We're switching positions
Now I'm the player of this game
I look up into the sunless sky
I choose my weapon
A sword
Nothing fancy but enough to kill with
I see you approaching from the side
I turn to face you
Our eyes lock for a moment
You give me that devilishly grin that let's me know the game has begun
I raise my sword to yours
We play it out
As I'm knocked to the ground
You inch closer and whisper in my ear
"this is just one more fight you'll be losing"
You stab me in the stomach turn and laugh demonically
I reach into my pocket while your back is turned
I grab out a switchblade
I graze your back with it
Shocked you fall to the ground
I leap up grab my sword
And pin it to your chest
"no this is the fight you will be losing"
I plunge the sword into your chest
Blood spurs out as your eyes roll over into your  head
I fall to the ground
Lying in blood
My wound gaping open
Blood pouring out
As the sunset fades to black I'm left there to bleed out
A smile spreads across my face as I know this is a battle won
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