When the time is right

 
I can, feel the lightning from the storms brewing in my veins,
Is it a Chemical imbalance likely the reason im rapidly breaking the bar  
and going a little more insane everyday,
A mental rush just little to much,  
Over the time that iv been living,
I lost grasp of the reality multiple times just to feel that touch,
of something more than boundaries of the mind, pent up,
Something truly hidden from prying eyes living on the outside walls
of this establishment,
I know im sick, but i rather be open minded then closed,
You chose your life, I lost mine, funny how I still live happier
than your routine,  
Could it be we live only to follow,  
When you move from that,
Theres so much more to be seen
 
 
I never knew my fathers name,  
but you have no reason to live up to yours and be the same,
Think instead of act, don't react when you could question that,
Its funny how people lose the sense of rationality  
When it plastered all over the TV screen,
Live it and learn,  
Theres enough information out there to make your self be heard...
.....When the time is right......