Lie to Me

I sense a profound sadness inside of me,
Deep pain inside my chest,
Constantly holding back my tears,
Gathering up, being repressed.
I ache for attention,
Crave the affection of others,
But I know no one truly wants me
So why even bother?
So I'll quench this desire, 
Quench it with meaningless sex.
Doesn't matter who it's with,
Whose up next?
Just swear you'll tell me lies, 
Make me believe you love me though I know it won't be true.  
Leave in the morning,
and say you'll call me soon.