User abuser and Reuser

Part one: User

You know?
I tried
Three weeks I tried
There are things I am able to do,
and there are things that kill me
From one thing to the next there is one thing in common
My love for you
no matter what you do
no matter how many times you do it
there is one thing that will always remind me of you
There would be many things
but it is just one...
How you looked into my eyes and made me smile that very first time
How you made me blush with that look
It will always be your eyes,
I will always be able to tell who you are
Even though you have changed
For so long there are things that I love
but that one thing will be your eyes

Part Two: Abuser

I hate you
For all those times you told me how you felt
For all those tears I shed for you
For all that love I held for you
And till the end I dont know how to tell you but I hate you
there were so many feelings there for you
So much time I lost thinking about you
So many people I lost who cared for me
Who told me about you and how you were
But would I listen to them?
No I never did and I lost so many people through out that time
For the people I lost and the people I gained there are things to say
fro you cared
or so you said
but how can you care about one person and hurt them so?
How can you love someone and kick them in the dirt?
For to love without the loss is not love at all is it?
Not to you,
You could have never felt the loss I had felt.
For that I hate you will all my might.

Part Three: Reused

I love and hate you
With all my might
For you I would die
But not take a bullet from you
I would turn on my greatest friend to save you
But if you stabbed me while I wasnt looking I would kill you
I have had enough of your games
It is time to choose
Win or lose?
Take me or leave me that is the choice
Please choose fast
I don't want to suffer from the past
There are things I want to say
But today is not the day
For you are you
And I am me
Are we to be
There are many things to say  
but will you stay to listen
for you eyes are the thing to my day
that ever so glisten
I love you know
and I loved you then
I dont think the feeling will end.
I hate you so
But will I tho?
Please make up your mind for I have made up mine.