Standing Tall

Im trying to get over her but god it hurts so bad 
I find it very difficult not to feel so sad 
When ever i say im happy for her i lie 
Every time i see her i just want to break down and cry
Now there is nothing left of the person i used to be 
I just want to leave this world because there is nothing left for me 
What have i done to be treated this way 
Why do i have to be depressed every single day 
Believe me i have thought about ending it all 
But thats no solution for now i must stand tall 
I know that right now i must remain strong 
I just hope this pain will not last for long